Problems

Not sure what exactly is bugging me, but I may have went to school early and don't have an ironing board so may ask my dad to buy 1.  It's locked in my parents's room, tonight.  The problem is it might have been done on purpose.  So, at 8, when my parents are both gone, probably, I rush and get out the ironing board and ready to board by 9..  Hm, my parents were good, but I think I felt pressure from the outside world for them being good because other people were part Italian and probably other minor European ethnicities.  I feel totally rejected, and I mean I can't just like do away with myself.  Also, I hit my right side, like a sack, the female thing.  I was aware and careful.  Also, what if I wanted to take the bus, early!  0:,  I probably wouldn't..  Wait, why do you think it's so funny I said, that idea?  I don't care about weird families, I mean I care, but I mean it's their predicament.  We don't all suffer, I just realized.  I've never met any insane adults, but I imagine they wind up with perverted sons, etc.