It chan-ges ... chan-ges ....

I don't really care if you think my mom being from out of the U.S. changes it.

People Born Later

So, people born later have fun and are lose, but they just play around and want to show off to older kids, like 5 years older..Ir.  At least, I am mature, but I'm wondering about kids with older parents.  It seems kinda nice to have a dad who's not too young, too, you know a good ball park age..

Agitation

So, in class, when we were lying down a long time, I spread my legs in agitation to the chairs.

Teacher Teacher

My mom said she's asking her Indian professor about Ginny.

Problems

Not sure what exactly is bugging me, but I may have went to school early and don't have an ironing board so may ask my dad to buy 1.  It's locked in my parents's room, tonight.  The problem is it might have been done on purpose.  So, at 8, when my parents are both gone, probably, I rush and get out the ironing board and ready to board by 9..  Hm, my parents were good, but I think I felt pressure from the outside world for them being good because other people were part Italian and probably other minor European ethnicities.  I feel totally rejected, and I mean I can't just like do away with myself.  Also, I hit my right side, like a sack, the female thing.  I was aware and careful.  Also, what if I wanted to take the bus, early!  0:,  I probably wouldn't..  Wait, why do you think it's so funny I said, that idea?  I don't care about weird families, I mean I care, but I mean it's their predicament.  We don't all suffer, I just realized.  I've never met any insane adults, but I imagine they wind up with perverted sons, etc.

What I'm Doing

Just finished my shower-bath, see it's late.  Doing my nails, again..  Cut my bangs.  Guess I have to pack and do my lunch, might go to bed and plan to wake up early, but my parents will be in the kitchen so maybe not.  :/

How Things Are Swingin

I had to recall, again.  I got the bus route down, no cell, could ask my parents to schedule a trip but don't think they have time, sounds like the bus comes on the hour by the hour.

Wonder Wonder Wonder

So, my dad won't take me to school in the morning?  My mom "won't?"  I just didn't think to call because I was so tired.  I hope the bus works.  I did my notes and didn't get an e-mail, so, it doesn't really matter.  If I did get an e-mail, I don't know what I'd say, ask for a lift?  I think I can do the bus and hope I can do it in the future.  It is a nice bus on the outside, and I mean I just feel funny as a disability person.  I just want to get out of this.  I feel bad about the financial aid.

Oh be kind to your fine feathered friends

Why would Ellen DeGeneres think I am not like my mom in a good way?  Just get the point.  What the fuck do you want?

Just what makes that little old ant...

My mom thinks the disability etc. or whatever services will still be open now, demanding here in Orlando, though I think not.  Who knows if they have something on the way, though, unsure of this, really, though I don't really think so.

WAH

My parents can't take me to school to practice, so I have to go by bus.  I've never been on the buses here.  My lunch is packed, probably will get a diet shake.  Might take 1½-2 hours.  Probably 2 or 3 stops.

Nanny ♫

Why does my mom act like I did things I didn't do?  People just act like I'm not white.  That's kinda sick.  It just seems like she's not European.  Why is she telling me all these sick ways I'm like my dad or like my dad isn't strong or he's too fat?  I did gymnastics and I wasn't lazy.  My dad is a good guy and did some neat stuff, photography and rhythm guitar??  What's so funny about rhythm guitar??  What does that mean about photography?  She acts like I react the wrong way, but that doesn't mean I'm bad.  It just feels like I belong in a Penn state asylum for not seeming detailed and alive.  I talked to my grandma, and my face was not as detailed after I got contacts.  Ellen DeGeneres acted nasty about me thinking it was cool I posted something of this nature online because she's not from a farm family partly, maybe.  She thought she'd get away with it and will deny this fact.  I am not sure what really happened, for sure, though..  I don't need someone with a problem to monitor me, like my friend from Saint Augustine.  She's a brat and bully.  What's so good about her?  She wastes my time when I see her and doesn't comment.  She shoved me off on Facebook like I was a loser.  She made a racistly influenced remark on MySpace.

HUN GRY

A Nice, Artistic Girl-

It is hard to say that I am meaner than my mom.  I only get upset if something happens to do with my little brother.

She is ***y?  What does that say about me?  My dad isn't un***y compared to other dudes.  I don't know any really ***y guys.  Maybe, I'm gay.  Don't I have a choice to try to be ***y?  Am I just genetic shit?  I don't believe I would ever be like my dad in a way I don't want to be, though I find myself looking like my mom in weird ways.  You think maybe it's a psychiatric problem?  Maybe, my mom is just a really good person.  Well, I know this guy in England with a nice dad and a ***y mom.  His dad is a classical composer but supposedly died when we met.  }3  He was sick.  I guess my dad scraped for what he could muster and er I am an avid classical artist, as well..