Showing posts with label Relatives. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Relatives. Show all posts

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Dream

I remember for a long time, 1st Ginny Kopf said suggested she was having a baby and it was because of a sequence of events of something I did annoying, or wrong.  We were like on a running belt.  I wasn't mad, in particular, but I was very generally just upset at the turn of events.  I probably was being quite bad.  I think she had me hit my forehead, where I really hit it doing a sumersault.  I came to but was a bit knocked out in my head, so she picked me up, felt much older and bigger than me.  It felt really good, just realized, and I was pretty comfortable.  It was a long time.  She noticed I had my legs folded up with pressure around her body in the air, so it was right when I put them down.  So, she was making me feel good.  I don't remember all the dynamics, but you can imagine.

After that, I was in my grandma's house with my older aunt and little brother.  We watched a movie I forget or watched something short else before that wasn't exactly a public show.  I was recording my brother and mainly me watching.  I dug in my backpack and realized I could charge the camera on the computer in the morning, like when my brother was on it.  I went to the bathroom, like there were 3 bathrooms in a made-up maze.  I went, but I realized 2 red lights outside might be a wolf, last night heard a noise, not sure what it was, maybe a click and hiss, and saw like a light twice coming up from a level of where my head was.  It was like green.  There is a little green blinking light in that area.  So, I went out of the bathroom, people glad there would be my poo, pee, and toilet paper in it to prove I got out, and I never saw the wolf come but I made it inside, feeling I guess a bit paralyzed and irritated, you know sick like I am now.  So, I got in and went to the bathroom somewhere else, was in line, but I found I was gonna play an oboe.  I played pressing the keys, noticed my ring finger was up.  I think it was Ginny teaching, but I came up and realized it was an old, fat man.  I was doing "I Love the Mountains."  I never played it.  The person, obviously, well on the way I was anticipating that I was new, saw a girl with like a small, plastic bassoon, which is like a clarinet|oboe shaped like a horn, and it turned out I was "talented," or I could feel music.  They were just a ring master and enjoying the beat, but it came out like it was a program, like a little blast or sorta band of noise, you know?  I think I learned that in choir and liked the music I heard when I was little and as a baby watched MTV and my naked dad.

So, Ginny was looking down at me, and I had to stay with her because my head hurt.  I woke up feeling good, with a blanket against my butt and back.  I tried to put on my slipper standing on 1 foot but was dizzy and couldn't do it.  I have fluffy boot slippers.  I'm still dizzy and holding myself in place.

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Farming Family

Ellen DeGeneres, I know you meditate in your subconscious on how my dad is from a f'rm family.  So, you just want to see people fight from all other areas.  You know, I went up north in the winter once when I was older, and it was pretty cool.  I went up there 1 winter before, 1 fall before.  I was up there again from fall to early winter.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Nanny ♫

Why does my mom act like I did things I didn't do?  People just act like I'm not white.  That's kinda sick.  It just seems like she's not European.  Why is she telling me all these sick ways I'm like my dad or like my dad isn't strong or he's too fat?  I did gymnastics and I wasn't lazy.  My dad is a good guy and did some neat stuff, photography and rhythm guitar??  What's so funny about rhythm guitar??  What does that mean about photography?  She acts like I react the wrong way, but that doesn't mean I'm bad.  It just feels like I belong in a Penn state asylum for not seeming detailed and alive.  I talked to my grandma, and my face was not as detailed after I got contacts.  Ellen DeGeneres acted nasty about me thinking it was cool I posted something of this nature online because she's not from a farm family partly, maybe.  She thought she'd get away with it and will deny this fact.  I am not sure what really happened, for sure, though..  I don't need someone with a problem to monitor me, like my friend from Saint Augustine.  She's a brat and bully.  What's so good about her?  She wastes my time when I see her and doesn't comment.  She shoved me off on Facebook like I was a loser.  She made a racistly influenced remark on MySpace.

HUN GRY

Contagious

So, watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I was thinking of, "Grandma got run over by a reindeer."  Well, all the white people in the U.S. have ancestors from snowy climates.  It just was wrong that the humor of it was twisted to me.  I think it's not supposed to be that way.  I mean, if it were, okay, but I think it was just a mistake.  Why am I uptight that I might forget more about important things I haven't written down I've imagined?  I mean, I might, but it's not "because Mrs. Ellen DeGeneres says so."  How corny, ha haha ha ha.  3D  She is shaped like a block of ice.

Edit

I added that the Irish is from my dad's dad's side.