Showing posts with label Social Networking. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Social Networking. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Facebook Post

To: http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

Hi, I wanted to talk to you, about class. ... I hope you had a good class today. I'll think about it in my blog, about how to have a better experience. I was just worried about it, nothing wrong with that, does show I'm interested in something others think is too late. Not sure exactly what my point was, though. I thought of what bothered me and got tired and forgot about it. I got a lot done talking about it, tonight, though. Well, hope we have a good class session Thursday. Not sure how to make it better. It's Mardi Gras at Valencia, so should make a difference. So, I blogger about the class today on my blog, which is my #1 thing in this existence other than maybe unorganized possibilities..who knows what that would mean..? So, I blogged about the class.. http://cab1986orlfl15.blogspot.com/2013/02/facebookpost20130206-1.html

Hi, I wanted to talk to you, about class. I got something to quell me and distract me from the kids in the Voice for the Actor class, guess that older guy started it, is younger than you just a little.. So, when the guy bothered me I just wouldn't have it, wanted to do something back but couldn't really get myself to shrug it off. People are just mean to me. They don't care what I say. I don't want to do this. I don't see them as native Floridians. If they are, they are just in the stuff. So many kids in the class were like hissing curse words. Did you tell them to do that, just for fun, because I mean I don't think I would do that, not sure why that would be okay. Guess it just came up, then? I have a right to take class from you at college. The problem was the students, not sure what it is. So, I did notice, maybe you did, that you were mad at me because I was upset. Seems like you want me to be a suck up. I don't mean anything bad using the term a "suck up," just a cute word. You're acting like since I am not submissive to the Floridian culture that maybe I have to assimilate to a proper way of living as a contemporary citizen, of the U.S. I was just worried about the way you seem to want us to be like goody-goods, or else the class would make me go out of control wondering if I'm Floridian. I'm mixed, but I actually grew up in Florida. I was wondering why you are uptight on Facebook because everyone online is not very giving online, and it is actually "the" opportunity, not something you can take for granted to save a spot for later? I was hoping your classes would be fun. 3( You seem to be ring leading your current students but I see you already appear to be old in some way. I'm not sure if I'm in the right place or if you're just a competitive person, maybe more important than most all the other teachers, at least in Florida. Like, you seem to want to know if I want something, felt that you just wanted something from me and then pretty much don't want to talk to me, like you want something but you don't talk. I don't know who I was to start off with, more was my mom's kid and had to live with my dad. My mom gives me what I want and is strict. I don't know what's wrong with my dad. I don't feel that European myself around him but at least have a connection. I do feel more physical. It's just that around my mom I look more European, at least before. In Florida, all people cared about was like how my life wasn't very physically pleasurable. After I came back from elsewhere, it became more in line with some focal idea. It's just that I don't really mold who I am in that way. I know the reason I look Jewish is because it's like a pull away from "being a gymnast." Anyway, it's late and I also want to do something else. I hope the pacifiers I got will keep me occupied in class, keep me from crying, which I am so not prone to ever do in a bad way anymore unless someone summoned it. I think I am just mad that people don't think I am a true Floridian when I've been here since birth. It's just because my dad is from Pennsylvania, but I think it's cool. I think they just want my parents for themselves, themselves. With you, I am concerned about your getting out, like your maybe hoping for the future while maybe people like me will move on. I will move on because I realize my goals and don't lackadaisically put them off, why would you think otherwise? I just feed myself and rest and then everyone comes to me for the ***. I never did anything wrong, so it's a lie to think not.. :V I feel controlled by Italians born in the mid|late 70s. People are just questioning what I've done and changing my future because of Tim Burton, just admit it. You're just saying I can't be cool because my dad is from Pennsylvania and not like Florida nor L.A. nor somewhere else in California.. I will not listen to rules from Pennsylvania of fake things. I don't even know why this is. I can see if it's for fun, but it seems like it's because of something I did wrong. If I have a tight situation, you can't make it all the tighter like that's when that is. I thought you were down-to-earth and Western, why I took your class, plus you also seemed like a beckoning figure, all the same. Guess you're also ½ Pennsylvanian. I think Pennsylvania is now just priced for the separate Amish whatever, perhaps where my relatives live now, and maybe for the prestige of your city, of which I know not. However, my relatives aren't all European ethnically. It is my understanding most people aren't, so then it doesn't matter. People are a bit stand-offish to me from having an all Chinese mom. The thing is my dad is not my mom, and most people are not mothered by their dads. 1st, my egg is from my mom, and I was pregnated in her. Then, I knew she was my mom! Then, I stayed with her.. So, I'm loading footage of me talking tonight. That'll make me feel better. You know, you know it's wrong to say you have to give up something to make an accurate statement. Pretty much everyone just kinda keeps going doing that, as though it's their relief. Well, fine, let it out. Ah, guess I'll be taking my leave, for now, write an intro to this. You seem awfully bored by my company but maybe interested. I am concerned about people joking about you. I guess I just don't find it cool, just them saying they're jealous and mad they aren't as good and don't feel like moving. I know that they like to have fun with me. It's just that they think ooh maybe I'm Christina. Haha, dunno.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Back

Gonna take a shower-bath, blog, possibly sing, and go to bed!  Leave early tomorrow.  Guess I get my cell phone Wednesday after the therapist appointment?  Or Friday.  :{

Was full from a full wrap..went to the bathroom a lot.  Missed the bus and had to pull the chord without knowing what I was doing but succeeded.

Wonder Wonder Wonder

So, my dad won't take me to school in the morning?  My mom "won't?"  I just didn't think to call because I was so tired.  I hope the bus works.  I did my notes and didn't get an e-mail, so, it doesn't really matter.  If I did get an e-mail, I don't know what I'd say, ask for a lift?  I think I can do the bus and hope I can do it in the future.  It is a nice bus on the outside, and I mean I just feel funny as a disability person.  I just want to get out of this.  I feel bad about the financial aid.

Nanny ♫

Why does my mom act like I did things I didn't do?  People just act like I'm not white.  That's kinda sick.  It just seems like she's not European.  Why is she telling me all these sick ways I'm like my dad or like my dad isn't strong or he's too fat?  I did gymnastics and I wasn't lazy.  My dad is a good guy and did some neat stuff, photography and rhythm guitar??  What's so funny about rhythm guitar??  What does that mean about photography?  She acts like I react the wrong way, but that doesn't mean I'm bad.  It just feels like I belong in a Penn state asylum for not seeming detailed and alive.  I talked to my grandma, and my face was not as detailed after I got contacts.  Ellen DeGeneres acted nasty about me thinking it was cool I posted something of this nature online because she's not from a farm family partly, maybe.  She thought she'd get away with it and will deny this fact.  I am not sure what really happened, for sure, though..  I don't need someone with a problem to monitor me, like my friend from Saint Augustine.  She's a brat and bully.  What's so good about her?  She wastes my time when I see her and doesn't comment.  She shoved me off on Facebook like I was a loser.  She made a racistly influenced remark on MySpace.

HUN GRY

Pulling @

Why is everyone being mean to Frankie but acting like he's overly sensitive?  I mean what I say.  They're being mean and making it hard for everyone else.  Órla Karron Fallon is the major public force in the universe, an Irish gal with a (Norman) French last name, real French, from Normandy.  We had to check her Twitter and Facebook.  Also, things seem to have come up, at the time, it so happened.  Before, she was pregnant, not sure how much of that quality time had elapsed.  I know I started watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and probably had to let out some weird ideas and tried to retreat.

The Image @ the Ft.L Police

I saw a demented man with a wicked grin on Twitter.  That used to be my aunt, but she moved to NW Florida, not on the beach, between Orlando and Gainesville..  She was so interested in me when e-mail came out and we became Barretts-in-New-Orleans..my friend's family did the same thing..I'm also up at Rochester where the other aunt from Fort Lauderdale lived a year, with her illegitimate daughter.

An' I Can' Fight This Feeling Anymore

What do you think of the funny feeling for whatever reason the guy actor carrying away darling Cosette in Les Misérables, seemed like he pointedly drew in the forces or whatever the word is, summoned, of Tim Burton, like he's a pedophile?  I really don't believe in not doing something about anything, the way I never got online.  The thing is I did get online, it so happened, when I was 20, well 21.  Anyway, I wanted to IM with my friends and e-mail people.  I just never thought of Blogger but probably should have known it was invented after awhile.  I didn't even know which high school nor college I was going to until I went.

How shall I do it? 8>

Did you think it was a big deal it's Tim Burton's fault that all this popular stuff went out of style?  Think of how he did it.

ma-a-ad

When the n word thing happened with Tim Burton's daughter, the Blackberry stopped going in style.  Photobucket has video ads when loading.  Twitter took down the option to see lots of pix at once, though in the past week you can flip through them.  I NEED A NEW CELL PHONE.